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How do you deal with what you should do?
How do you reconcile the fact that you are hurting someone?
What does it matter what you lose in the process?
Are you going to be too broken to pick up the pieces when it's over?
Will it end?


Drowning
Engulfed
Suffocated


I can't breathe
Trying to carry on
Nowhere to turn
I'm not proud of what I've done
No one has the answers
I'll keep searching for the one
No way to not feel guilty
A choice that can't be undone
So dear Jesus hear my plea
And come to rescue me.