This is resounding with me lately. I feel so overwhelmed with life. I'm ready for things to calm down. Like, I said in my last post I'm still working on my parenting. Trying to live in the moment and pay attention to Isaac more. I've needed to use the TV as a babysitter more often than I would like but sometimes I just need a quiet moment. Its not so bad if its pbs, right? Or preparing for our upcoming trip to Disney by watching Disney junior.
My main theme for my stress is not trusting in God. Saying that you're praying and actually doing it/believing what you pray are two different things. There have been some recent events that have affected our finances and it has really put me over the edge. Its likely a burden that I will bear for the rest of my life. Sometimes that's hard to accept and trust that God will continue to provide not only for my family but my family members as well. It just feels like a lot on my shoulders.
Once again this blog is just a dumping ground for my thoughts that are hard for me to organize. Its a way to vent and get it out of my head so to speak.